Pasukan na...ULIT.

Thanks to the ever growing A(H1N1) virus, our classes was suspended for a total of 8 days, because one of the students that are studying at our building is a confirmed case of this disease.

I feel pity towards the guy or the girl. Of course, kung malalaman mo na ang isang tao ay nagkasakit ng A(H1N1) hindi ba, lalayuan mo siya? Let's face it, pare-pareho tayong tao, and pare-pareho tayong nagiingat. Kaya para satin, hindi iyon "pandidiri", nagiingat lang.

And also, I thought that the confirmed case was even one of my close friends. Pinauwi kasi siya right before they suspended the classes.

And now, the 8 days are finally over, PASUKAN NA ULIT BUKAS NG UMAGA. Before, sobrang naiinis ako dahil suspended ang classes, but now, I don't want to go back to school yet. Ewan ko ba, I'm just really not in the mood. And, our schedule won't make feel in the mood either.

Pero, for the past few days, I learned something very important. I SHOULD LEARN TO RELY ON MYSELF AND NOT TO ANYBODY ELSE. Kasi napansin ko, kapag maggaral ako, and then confusion comes up, ang lagi ko nalang naiisip, "Hahanap nalang ako ng notes ni ____, simplified yun." I depend too much on one of my friends, and I believe that, that won't keep me alive for the remaining years of my college life.

I started my "NEW LIFE" last night, where I read my book and made my own notes because I couldn't understand the gibberish that was in my book. THERE, I'm finally getting THERE. One step at a time. :))

I am glad that you are still here with me.
I'm glad that you're still there to support me.
I'm glad that you'er still there to love me.

Nearing the start of the School Year.

Ewan ko ba, kung matutuwa ako na na-move ang start of classes namin or I'll be pissed kasi wala na akong pera and I need to make my baon my ipon? XD

Anyway, I'm pretty sure that I AM pissed partially because of the baon thing. Seriously, I'm broke. Enough said. Haha! But, I'm also pretty happy about this, because, when classes start, most probable than not, I won't be able to see much of HIM due to conflicting schedules.

Alam ko, part yun ng life, and mas importante talaga studies, pero, wala lang, hindi ko kasi alam ang mangyayari.

Pero kanina, I experienced yung feeling na, pumapasok siya, habang ako, naghihintay ng break time niya.

Okay naman, keri naman, but, mamimiss ko talaga siya. Even just for like 2 hours na naghiwalay kami. Kasi naman, sinanay niya ako. Earlier today, pumunta kami sa kinakainan lagi ng mga kaibigan ko, and dun ko siya namiss, kasi usually, kapag kainan, SIYA katabi ko, tapos nakaakbay pa sakin or naka-hug. Chaka, when crossing the streets and stuff, he's always right beside me para alalayan ako.

ANG SARAP TALAGA MA-INLOVE.

I'm just scared that when school starts for me, I'm really sure na mawawalan din kami ng oras para sa isa't isa, lalo na't I have added responsibilities. Pero, sabi ko sa sarili ko, dapat masanay KAMING DALAWA, since, we can't be kids forever, kahit hindi man natin sinasadya, dadami at dadami at dadagdag ng dadagdag ang responsibilities and priorities natin.

Two people that had commited themselves to the other should also understand the art of UNDERSTANDING.

Seryosoooo...

I really hate pakelamero/a(s).

They think that their opinion is the total "in thing". The hell with freedom of speech, meron din kasi tayong tinatawag na RESPECT.

And no, I am not talking about my parents kasi usually they are the number one pakelamero/a(s) in our lives. I'm talking about some of my friends. And yes, I understand that they're just expressing their opinion, pero, naman, yun nga, RESPECT. Other people has feelings too.

Kainis. Very insensitive.